I don’t know what I’m writing any more. Long entry about marriage erased, but for a good reason. So conflicted about love and marriage, about marriage and the church, wedding ceremonies, etc. Didn’t make sense. Maybe I can come back to it when I’m not as befuddled. (I wanted to use the word befuddled, too, so I threw it in there)
Things of interest:
Next weekend Britt and I will have been together a year. (I know!) The insane thing is, like many of our weekends recently, we will have little time to ourselves to celebrate! ha
I am working on a new message board. The old one is deleted (accidentally) and there is one to be replacing it as soon as I can get the code right and some server issues solved.
Reading Studs Terkel’s Hope Dies Last. First time I’m reading any of his books, although I’ve wanted to read him for a while.
Sick with a cold — this past month has been a total health fail.
Also, I’m trying to reconnect with people, and I think that’s the major reason I’m trying to get my board back up. But, really, I just want to be able to e-mail with people I’ve lost touch with. I’d like to make some phone calls. I feel like I don’t talk to anyone any more. I feel like my only connections are through facebook, and I know I’ve felt this way before and it always comes full cycle, but I have to stop being dependent on social networking sites to keep in touch. What happens when there isn’t a facebook anymore, you know? I’m trying. I’m really bad at it, but I’m trying.